Hati, Diri, dan Jiwa

Suatu hari seorang wanita belia bertanya kepadaku, 
"Bagaimana rasanya menjadi seorang pria?" Dan aku menjawab,
"Sayangku, aku tak begitu paham"

Kemudian ia berkata, 
"Bukankah anda seorang pria?"
Dan kali ini aku menjawab, "Aku melihat gender bagaikan binatang yang indah, 
yang kerap dibawa untuk berjalan-jalan dengan tali, 
dan memasuki beberapa kontes yang ganjil untuk mencoba 
memenangkan hadiah-hadiah yang tak lazim."

Sayangku, pertanyaan yang lebih baik untuk seorang Hafiz adalah,
"Bagaimana rasanya menjadi hati?"
Karena yang kuketahui hanyalah Cinta, dan kudapati hatiku mahaluas berada di mana-mana!"

( Hafiz As-Sa'di | Syekh Ragib Al-Jerahi: Hati, Diri, & Jiwa hal. 53 )

Copy paste dari Status Facebook mas Rahmat Bin Shadiq Fadhlallah, 23 April 2013

Smile.. :)

feel pain? hurt? sad? confuse? regret?
just smile.. smile.. and smile..
smile is the best medicine to heal your sickness..
you never know it..
there are so many people love your smile..
they are happy to see your smile..
because your smile makes their heart feel better.. even you don't realize it..
but just smile everywhere, everytime, and to everyone..
sometime.. your smile is inpiration for someone else..
sometime.. your smile is motivation for someone else..
and sometime.. your smile makes someone fall in you..

smile..
and you'll feel better and happy ever after.. :))

My Wonderful April..

It's wonderful month for me.. April.. important for my life..
I was born in 24th, April 1991.. first time i cried in my mom's arms and heard my dad's adzan..
Actually.. I don't remember that.. but.. they told me.. mihihihihiiii..

In this year.. 2013.. I'm 22 years old.. yeah.. too young to be childish and too old to be like an adult.. hufh..
but this is wonderful for me..
I graduated from my university in this month.. April.. :D
It was not ordinary graduation day..
For me.. this is like some of my dreams came true..
I didn't know why.. but I got the best mark for Bachelor Degree in my Department.. I studied in International Relations Department, Social and Political Sciences Faculty, Universitas Pembangunan Nasional "Veteran" Yogyakarta.. and I got the best achievement, we called it "Karya Cendekia"..
Till the day I officially knew.. I still didn't believe everything that Pak Kiki said about Karya Cendekia..
I thought he was joking.. he sent me texts and just said, "I miss you, Shipa".. and after I replied it.. he said, "let's get ready, Karya Cendekia is yours, and tell your parent to join you in your graduation day"..
It was like wonderful joke for me.. ahaaaaaaaa.. "you are kidding me, dad"
But in the next day, he called me and asked me to come in my university for some affairs..
When I came, Mr. Bastian, my Department Secretary, told me that I get Karya Cendekia.. and do you know what I said? I just said, "Why is it me?" and Mr. Bastian just laughed.. yeah.. he was laughing.. honestly.. it was strange.. -____-
And in our promnite.. 17th April, 2013.. the award went to me.. all of my friends knew it.. It was so embarasing.. :'(
But.. may be I was deserved for it.. for all of my works.. :D :p
Pak Kiki also sent me text.. "you're cool" and I replied, "thank's for everything daddy"..

In my graduation day.. 20th April, 2013..
It was like I were queen.. >.<
got applause from all of guests and friends..
It was like dream.. yeah.. still dream.. :')

Thank's for everything..
I'll make it my first step to catch my dreams..
I'll make everyone who love me proud of me..
My parent, my family, my teachers, my lecturers, my friends..
Thank's for everything..

I thought there are no more beautiful birthday gift than this..
smile from all people..
smile from my parents..
smile from my lecturers..
smile from my friends..
I love you all..

Thank's for everything that You give me, my Allah swt..
I'm nothing without You..

My Thesis Lecturers and My Motivators

Dr. Machya Astuti Dewi, M.Si., Head of International Relations Department, Social and Political Sciences Faculty, UPN "Veteran" Yogyakarta.. also as my 2nd thesis lecturer..

Mrs. Machya, thank's for all of chances that you gave to me..

you made me believe that I can do all of impossible things in my mind..

I will always remember your advice to me when I was not believe in myself,

"Kenapa di dunia ini tidak banyak orang sukses, Shifa? Karena kebanyakan orang tidak mau mengambil kesempatan yang telah berada di depan mereka,"

thank's for everything..

Allah swt bless you.. aamiin yaa Rabb..

Nikolaus Loy, MA., 1st Assistant Dean, Social and Political Sciences Faculty, UPN "Veteran" Yogyakarta.. also as my 1st thesis lecturer..

Mr. Niko, thank's for all of wonderful studies.. you have great learning methods that always make all students feel crazy.. yeah.. crazy but we could understand anything with this.. >.<

thank's so much for all.. because of you, i could make awesome thesis for my bachelor degree..

you always believe that i could do anything better..

thank's for supports for my thesis..

you always say,"Cari lagi, harus cari semua data yang Shifa punya. Saya yakin Shifa pasti punya semua data. Lanjutkan semangatmu Shifa, karena saya yakin Shifa sanggup,"

and.. what a beautiful farewell when we took this picture together..

you said,"Lanjutkan Shifa, kamu harus sampai S3, jangan pernah berhenti"

thank's for believe me.. may God bless you.. aamiin aamiin..

for all of lecturers..

thank's so much..

thank's for all of lessons in my 3.5 years..

i never forget..

i'll missing you..

God bless you.. :*

Smilling.. :D

i'll miss the moments when we're together..

my family in university..

daddy pak Kiki and mbak Piaaaa..

i do love you.. :*